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Greenbelt 2012: round-up of reviews

Seeing as you all enjoyed my own review of Greenbelt so much, I thought I would, thanks to the magic of the internet, mention a few other write-ups I’ve come across.

Here’s George’s view. No, I don’t know who George is either.

Here’s an Atheist who understands what Greenbelt’s all about:

And here’s a Christian who appears not to:

I don’t understand the diagram in the middle of this one, but the final two paragraphs are a great summary of the festival.

A great write up from a festival first-timer:

Here’s a whole set of articles published in the Church Times.

And a surprise appearance in Wired.co.uk, extolling Greenbelt’s use of technology.

That’s probably enough to be going on with for now. Report back when you’ve read these and I may have found some more.

As you were.


Oh, alright, if you insist: here’s another one…

There were several communion services taking place over the weekend, among them the Cream Tea Communion, the Nursery Rhyme Mass, the U2charist (geddit?), the Transfiguration Communion and Club Night and probably others I’ve missed as I’ve looked through the programme just now. The only one I attended was the big Mainstage service on Sunday Morning. But here’s a great write-up of one that sounds like it was something special: The OuterSpace Eucharist.

That’ll do for now.

Greenbelt 2012. Like coming home.

When I got home from Greenbelt yesterday, I said this:

So here I am trying to explain.

Greenbelt Festival was an annual thing for me back in the 80s and 90s. My first visit was in 1988, attracted by the lure of Amy Grant playing mainstage and the chance to spend some quality time with my best mate Dave. I loved it, and kept on going back for the next eight or nine years (I forget whether my last one was ’95 or ’96).

Over the years I’ve often fancied going back, and this was the year we took the plunge and booked in for the weekend. I feel like I’ve changed a lot in the last 16 years, and I suspected Greenbelt probably had, too, but as it got closer I found I was really looking forward to it. And I mean, really looking forward to it.

And I fell in love with it all over again.

There have been some changes over the years, most notably the site. When I was going before it was held on greenfield sites (Castle Ashby then Deene Park, both in Northamptonshire) so the entire festival was built and every venue was temporary. In 1999 the festival set up a new home at Cheltenham Racecourse and has returned there ever since. This gives it an infrastructure that simply wasn’t possible before. About half the festival venues are set up in and around the racecourse’s grandstand so there are concreted roads and paths linking many of the main sites. Several venues are actually inside the Grandstand. Indoor venues seemed a novelty – a very welcome one. But the feeling of the festival – the ‘vibe’ if you like – remains just as I remember it.

Let’s talk music first. I love to hear live music, but rarely go out of my way to get to gigs so over the years Greenbelt has been one of my main opportunities to soak up a load of different stuff. Back in the ’80s I was kind of keeping track of what was happening in the then ‘contemporary christian music’ scene (hence Amy Grant being the big draw in 1988) but it’s been a long time since I’ve been up to date with any of that. Heck, I’m not that up to date with any music scene, so looking down the programme there were very few names I really recognised. So most of what I saw was from artists new to me. But that’s the thing about a festival: you can catch a bit of this, a bit of that, and a bit of something else. If you don’t like what you hear you can wander elsewhere and hear something else. One artist I’ve vaguely kept up with over the years is Martyn Joseph, and he now does a daily thing at Greenbelt introducing new artists to the festival and giving them a bit of limelight. I enjoyed Grace Petrie, a sort of female Billy Bragg figure, but an outstanding new face was Willy Porter: great songs and astonishing guitar work. (Note: I don’t normally appreciate it when websites play you music without asking, but click on to his – it’s worth the listen. Look out especially for “How to Rob a Bank”, which went down brilliantly.) Mainstage artists I caught were Bruce Cockburn (another astonishing guitarist), The Proclaimers, and Bellowhead, who headlined the last night and were a great act to finish on. Superb festival band.

They do a lunchtime thing from Mainstage these days, perfectly timed to take your picnic and enjoy some tunes while you eat. We enjoyed this each day, but most of all on Monday when Folk On did their set. I’d never heard of Folk On before Monday but they were undoubtedly one the festival highlights for me. Great, great stuff. I’ve gradually come to the realisation that what I like to see in a band is people that look like they’re enjoying themselves and who give the audience a great time. And if that means a spoof comedy folk group, then that’s fine with me. Look em up on YouTube – you’ll be glad you did.

Folk On rocking the Mainstage arena. Photo by Jonathon Watkins for Greenbelt.

One thing I missed was the old Bandstand. I guess the closest thing was the Roots stage, but that was a bit tucked away and I never actually made it to any performances there, whereas the Bandstand always had a central position in the middle of the main field surrounded by food stalls and retailers. It seemed to me to create a focal point that was somehow missing from the Cheltenham site. (Or maybe I’m just remembering it fondly because I managed to perform there one year as part of the once-only-and-never-heard-of-again Three Men and A Saucepan.)

Of course Greenbelt’s not only about music: the programme of talks and discussions was, as ever, expansive and varied. Going through I circled a few that I thought might appeal to me, but ended up only going to two. Katherine Sarah Moody‘s “Giving up God for Lent: A New Kind of Christian is A New Kind of Atheist” sounded right up my street but turned out to be a bit philosophical and didn’t really engage. It touched on lots of things but didn’t ever seem to get anywhere.

Much better was Dave Tomlinson. He has a new book out, How to be a Bad Christian … and a better Human Being)” and was doing two talks based on it. The first was on Friday evening but I didn’t discover it in the programme until after it had happened, so I made sure I got to the second, “How to think with the soul instead of following rules”, and it was good. In a sense it was covering similar ground to the other talk I went to – the separation of the religious from the spiritual – but doing so it a much more approachable way. I will buy his book. And read it, unlike a couple of other theological books that have sat by my bed for the last nine months or so.

And then there’s the really unique stuff about Greenbelt: The Worship. Jut take a look at how many different things are listed in the “worship” category in the programme. Things drawn from many cultures and many traditions. We went to the big mainstage communion service on Sunday Morning. There’s always something special about sharing an intimate service with so many people, and thankfully the rain held off for the service. (Ah, yes, the rain. I’ve not mentioned that yet.) I can’t say I felt as “connected” to the service in the way I used to but I appreciated the choices of songs – accessible, inclusive, spiritual. We also went to a Taize service – a style of contemplative worship based around quiet repetition of simple songs and periods of silence. Not my cup of tea really, but still nice to be part of it with a large group of others.

How many for Communion?

This time around I got to experience a whole side of Greenbelt I’d never paid any attention to before: the children’s programme. Being there with a five year old was inevitably going to mean a different Greenbelt experience, but it was a great one. One of the first things we saw was Blunderbus Theatre Company’s excellent production of The Owl Who Was Afraid of the Dark. We spend some time each day in the Make and Take marquee completing a variety of craft projects, making dreamcatchers, bug houses, potions and some clever edible poetry, watched a couple of magic shows and took part in the (inevitable) juggling workshop.

Beautiful Birds. Photo by Andy Stonehouse for Greenbelt

And then on top of all this was the general ‘stuff’ that was just happening all around. I’m guessing this is pretty standard festival stuff and not remotely unique to Greenbelt, but there was always stuff happening. Stilt-walkers and trick cyclists wander around, amazing costumes pop up (two huge colourful birds wandering around on Saturday were a delight, as were the excellent Granny Turismo), and there is the usual selection of colourful stalls selling all manner of hippy and new agey clothing and stuff. And of course a huge range of great food on sale.

I can’t really compare Greenbelt to any other festivals as it’s the only one I’ve been to, but from all I read online there really does seem to be something uniquely brilliant about it. There’s just something so positive, and friendly, and uplifting about the whole event that’s hard to define. Here’s something I noticed: as we packed up the tent and made our way through the half-empty campsite on Tuesday morning, I look around me. The site was virtually litter-free. I wish I’d taken a photo to illustrate, but here’s one of another festival campsite, which I gather is typical.

Festival Aftermath
Definitively NOT Greenbelt. (Photo by Gavin Lynn on Flickr)

Horrid, eh? Why would people leave a site like that?

There’s also a story doing the rounds which I have no reason to doubt: a chap lost his wallet at Greebelt this year. Not only was it handed in, but it contained an extra £25. That’s a bit special, that is. (I doubted the truth of that, as there were lots of versions of it on Twitter, all starting with “I heard a story…” but I managed to track it down to a vicar who was with the person at the time.)

The only real thing that let the weekend down was the one thing that the organisers could do nothing about: the rain. We’d had some rain on friday after setting up, but Saturday brought some torrential downpours. Our tent has never been so well tested (and thankfully it passed the test). But so much rain caused real problems. Large parts of the site were quickly turned into a mudbath as nearly 20,000 people tried to make their way between venues. Getting around was not easy (thank God for wellies!) and it meant there was never any nice grass areas to sit on and relax. We didn’t get it as bad as Creamfields, which had to close early, but I’ve found a video of inside one of the marquees that gives you an idea of how much rain there was on Saturday. Such a shame.

Mud. Horrible mud.

Next year I’ll be hoping for sunshine.

Did I say next year?

Yes. I’m sure hoping I’ll not be leaving another sixteen year gap before my next Greenbelt.


Needless to say I’m not the only person to have blogged about Greenbelt: here are a few others I’ve found and enjoyed.


(Quick update, January 2013: Tickets booked. I’m going again.)

Kudos to Stevenage High Street Methodist Church. Job well done.

Chocolate Jesus.

It was a week ago that I threatened to write something about the church and local mission. And my thoughts haven’t really come together much since then so I’ll post it as a rambling stream of stuff and see how it comes out. Most likely as a rambling stream of stuff, I expect.

First of all, I should start by saying that I really don’t know what I think about the entire concept of ‘mission’ in the first place. I may – or more likely may not – enlarge on that another time. But this post is triggered by a Facebook status update I saw recently – which, incidentally, I misunderstood – and a fantastic example I saw just a few days later.

A friend posted this:

Ok, had an idea today walking back from work… Chocolate Ministry. Could there be a way of telling people about God in a non- weird/ street preachy way and loosing any bad stereotypes people have of Christians. With the quirky idea of handing out free chocolate and a frirndly link into the local mission field. Now there’s a random idea to… Digest… Appologies for that… Errr… Thoughts, yay or nay?

The way I read that, I’d imagined the person was suggesting something on the lines of printing bible verses or cheesy evangelistic quotes on chocolate wrappers. And I though Dear God No. How horrid. I mean, I wouldn’t be one to turn down free chocolate, but I was trying to imagine being given some kind of proselytising chocolate and being put off the church just that little bit more. (I must point out that it subsequently turns out that that wasn’t what was meant at all, but my misunderstanding that got me thinking about this stuff.)

A talk from Mike Yaconelli came to mind, in which he told the story of a young guy in his community who wanted to do something for homeless folk in their city. As Yaconelli told it, the guy simply went round collecting blankets, and then walked the streets giving them out. As he said, (quoted from memory from nearly 20 years ago, so may not be word perfect),

He didn’t print “Jesus loves you” on the blankets. He didn’t print the Four Spiritual Laws on the blankets. He just gave  ’em a blanket.

I liked that. And it grew into a big homeless support venture of some sort. (Some Mike Yaconelli talks are available here, if you’re interested. He was a great guy.) 

Anyhow, I digress. Or do I? To digress, I guess one has to have a point in the first place. 

Last week I saw some local mission in action. I’ve already mentioned our great day in Stevenage when the Olympic torch came through town one Sunday. Well, I saw something that day that lifted my heart. The torch’s route took it right past a couple of churches. Our church move the service time forward an hour so people could get down to the High Street in time to see the torch. And rightly so.

The Olympic Flame’s route through town.

But High Street Methodist Church at the other end of the High Street got it spot on, in my view. They didn’t have a service at all.  And out the back of the church, right along the torch route, they had a big barbecue running. And they were simply giving out burgers and hot dogs. There was no obvious ‘agenda’. Just a bunch of people doing a great thing. Yes, there was a pot on the table that some folk were dropping a donation in, but nobody actually drew our attention to it and it don’t seem to be being monitored or anything.

Just a big barbecue, a table full of sauces (and fantastic fried onions) and a great atmosphere.

And when people remember their day in the crowd celebrating the torch relay, one thing many of them will remember will be the free food being given out by that church they may never have even noticed before.

HIgh Street Methodist Church, Stevenage

Stevenage High Street Methodist Church: I salute you.

Coming soon: A churchy blog. Gasp!

Long time readers – or those that have bothered to read the ‘about’ bit on here somewhere – will know that this blog used to be about church and God and stuff.

Well, here’s a surprise. I have a churchy blog post brewing. It’s buzzing round in my head. It’s about ‘local mission’.

And it’s coming soon. Watch this space!

Surprise!
Photo by Jen and Tony Bot on Flickr.

Going back to basics

It may, perhaps, be a last-ditch attempt to salvage any remnants of the faith I once had, but last Sunday evening I went along to the first session of a Christianity Explored course that my best mate, now vicar of St Nicholas Church in Stevenage, is running.

You may not have heard of Christianity Explored, but it’s pretty much another version of The Alpha Course (which I’m assuming you probably have heard of)  but with a slightly less Evangelical/Charismatic leaning. (If that’s a rubbish interpretation, do correct me if I’m wrong.)

There were  about eight of us ‘explorers’ there, alongside a team of four helpers. We’re looking at Mark’s Gospel, and trying to work out what it all means. That’s the theory. So why am I doing it? Exploring the basics of Christianity? Don’t I know this stuff already? Well, yes. Yes, I do. But I used  to believe it. Or at least I thought I did. Now, I don’t. Not really.

So when Dave told me he was putting it on I thought: oh, go on then.

Last week was all introductory stuff. This week, we’ll all have read the first couple of chapters of Mark and have some questions to look at. To be honest, I’m really not expecting to learn anything new, or to hear anything I’ve not heard before.

But maybe, just maybe, I’m in a different place and something will make sense.

Or maybe I don’t really want it to.

Time will tell.

 

Spiritual update

Hey, it’s been a while since there was anything spiritual on here.

Mostly because I feel it’s been a while since there was anything spiritual going on in me.

But things may be moving on. A tiny bit.

A couple of triggers:

I mentioned back in November that my best mate Dave was moving back to Stevenage to take up post as Vicar of St Nicholas Church. He’s here now. In post. (“Installed”, to use to correct term.) And though we’ve not got together to talk spiritual stuff just yet, I feel sure we’re going to. And I’m looking forward to it.

And last week I had my first proper chat in a while with my own minister. Also called Dave, as it happens. It was good. As always I was honest and told him that my faith is not much more than “I’m open to the possibility that there might be something beyond”. He’s happy with that. I’m happy, too.

I mentioned to him that I was planning to read Rob Bell’s Love Wins. Dave recommended I first read his first book, Velvet Elvis. I ordered a copy. It arrived today. Here’s the blurb on the back:

WE HAVE TO TEST EVERYTHING. I THANK GOD FOR ANYBODY ANYWHERE WHO IS POINTING PEOPLE TO THE MYSTERIES OF GOD. BUT THOSE PEOPLE WOULD ALL TELL YOU TO THINK LONG AND HARD ABOUT WHAT THEY ARE SAYING AND DOING AND CREATING.

Test it.
 
Probe it.
 
Do that to this book.
 
Don’t swallow it uncritically. Think about it. Wrestle with it. Just because I’m a Christian and I’m trying to articulate a Christian worldview doesn’t mean I’ve got it nailed. I’m contributing to the discussion. God has spoken, and the rest is commentary, right?
Sounds about right to me.
 
I’ll keep you posted.
 

“Adele and Mumford & Sons open the gaps in the darkness and let the shafts of unmerited beauty drift in.”

Well, not sure what’s happening here, but yesterday I wrote – very briefly – about a book I haven’t read, and today I write about music I’ve not heard.

I loved this article by Nick Baines, Bishop of Croydon, about a couple of recent albums. I’ve not heard either of them yet, but what he wrote makes me want to. The title of this post is a quote from his, in case you hadn’t guessed.

I have heard Adele’s latest single on the radio , of course. It’s pretty hard to avoid at the moment, but it is utterly wonderful. Everyone seems to be talking about her performance of this song on the Brits, so here it is:

Shock “faith” post: questioning communion

I took communion this morning.

Nothing unusual about that. I’ve been part of my church since 1986, so even if I estimate once a month I’ve probably taken communion about 300 times.

But it’s been a long time since I’ve given it any thought. For quite a while I’ve vaguely wondered, should I still be doing this? And when I say ‘quite a while’, I mean it: I see that it’s nearly four years since I wrote about the “words of invitation” that our minister uses at communion. The ones that include “come not because you must, but because you may”. I concluded back then that I should indeed be “doing this”, (as you can see here) and I don’t see that anything’s changed since then.

However, the last couple of times I’ve told myself I really should think a bit about why I’m doing this. So this morning for a change I sat looking at the communion glass in my hand and asking a few questions. (Tempted though I was to take a photo of said communion glass in said hand to illustrate the point, I resisted. Here’s a stock photo of a communion glass instead.)

A few of the questions that went through my head were these:

  • So, what’s this all about then?
  • Why do we do this?
  • Why am I doing this?
  • Should I feel anything when I do this?
  • What does this represent?
  • Is this thanksgiving?
  • Is this forgiveness?
  • Is it remembrance?

And you know what I concluded?

I haven’t the faintest clue.

 

Now, I’m sure there was I time I would have been able to come up with some answers to those questions. And on one level, of course I still can; I haven’t forgotten all that I once knew about my faith, and I’m sure I could trot out some stock answers. They just don’t mean anything to me.

So there you have it: a long-awaited post about faith and stuff, which is where this blog started. It’s been a while.

While we’re on the subject, the speaker this morning quoted Richard Dawkins as saying “Questions are the enemy of religion”. Er, surely some mistake, Mr Dawkins? Questions are religion, I’d have said.